Monday, July 30, 2007

Silence

Sometime soon I will go far far away. I will sit in quiet streets, where there isn't the slightest possibility of running into anyone I know, anyone familiar, and write into a notebook. I will pour out all the twisted snakes writhing around in my belly, where they grew unheeded while I was busy trying to survive till tomorrow.

There has to be more to life than this.

This endless gray, this living from day to day, fully cognisant of the fact that I did not live up to expectations.

There has to be more...

6 comments:

goldennib said...

God, do I know how you feel. I am so ungratefully bored.

But I keep reminding myself that it is because I have not stayed focused on what I want.

It's a constant struggle.

jackie said...

I think that there is more, Jenn. I think that there always is, but that sometimes it seems like too much trouble to look for it.

Jenn said...

Nessa: Focus is so far behind that I think it's a myth of a myth...

Jackie: Sometimes you can just get weary, you know...

roving reporter said...

This just in, pigeon pooping on big M's shoulder led to wonderful day at Kews.. TUne in for further updates...

Jenn said...

Pray tell.

Marge said...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynk6W3qM9-w