I realise that I'm sort of a watery person. If I don't have a container to hold me, I spill out all over the place with no definite form or shape. Which is why I need deadlines. I need a structure. Work gives me that. It forces me to plan ahead, figure out what is going to fill the pages.
And now that my section has been turned into a weekly, this is even more important.
I am reading a biography of Leonardo da Vinci and I see that he was curious about everything but not very good at finishing what he started. He wanted to work on things for years, perfecting a bit here, a bit there.
But what he actually did finish were masterpieces.
I am by no means a genius.
And I hate how scattered my thoughts are and how I am all over the place and how I do not follow through on intentions.
So now, since I have only walked 664 steps and it is already 12.19, I will finish this here and go for a walk.
Later for you.
