As I Was Passing

So this is what a broken heart feels like. I'd forgotten. 

I walk for 2 hours as fast as I can, to make up the 12,000 steps for the day for the first time in so long but as I walk, I am conscious tha...

I dreamed of a house that had a river running behind it. I loved the look of the river.  I wanted to play in it. They didn't let me. I w...

One part of my life ends, the next has not begun. In the meantime, I unearth emails from a forgotten past: Dearestest Nitsy Poo, I love your...

 ...how many times can a heart break? I guess I am both sad and weary of life. All this pain. My little creatures gather around me wrapped i...

 Here's the thing. The moment you're gone, I'm supposed to let you go. I'm supposed to wish you well for your journey and bi...

 I found an old email I had sent my colleagues to thank them for their support when my mother lay dying. I wanted to preserve it some place....

I have a pile of New Yorkers haphazardly splayed on the table that I have yet to clean still in their plastic covers. Some are from last Dec...